M. 34. Unfortunately I will never get companionship, never being with a woman, so that means no kids, until recently i was doing a miserable job, now I’m unemployed. I don’t have friends and still living with my family since I can’t survive alone, we’re low class…
Seriously, what’s the point? Please don’t tell me to just live and go out there and explore the world, to leave everything behind, that’s not possible. I always despised “exploring” that’s why I stay in my room most of the time, even when I had a job. But I know how some of you will respond…
I guess there’s no point. Someone had to lose this fucking game.
If you try mushrooms (mdma too, but it’s not as risky afaik) please please please make sure to have trusted friend/trip sitter with you. It’s extremely rare, but truly bad trips that leave real psychological damage can happen, and having a friend or someone you trust to help you through it can be the difference between life and death, or serious harm vs not. It’s an extremely powerful compound that can bring tremendous healing, and the majority of the time it does, and even when it’s difficult there’s almost always a lesson or something to be learned if you embrace and explore the difficulty with love, but it does deserve respect and to say “they’re not dangerous in any significant way” is not entirely true. For most people most of the time it is true, but that .01% of the time it’s not it can be very bad, and like I said having a trusted, sober friend help you through can make all the difference.