The guy there took me out…

Things never change, some are destined to lose.

Just porn. And RoboCop.

Watching the WWE PLE. Or at least parts of it.

I won’t get any studies, I’m dumb and can’t retain info, always sucked at math and others, and it’s a waste of money.

I won’t do any of that, because I have done a few of these things in the past. Still miserable and nothing changed. And most of the things you said don’t exist in my area anyways. Not like I would go.

Is not an attitude is a reality. Nobody of my family went beyond middle school as well. Nobody drives either.

You’re right. I don’t want to.

I won’t kill myself. I don’t have access to guns and any other method is too painful.

I don’t want anything, just stop feeling.

If you read my post I didn’t asked for help. I just asked a question. And I’m well aware of that, but that’s literally me. I’m a downer, the world made me one, so I guess I’m cursed, I’m fucked since nobody wants me. You just told me that

I won’t call anyone. There’s no anyone anyways. Not for free.

Being born rich.

I’m an asshole apparently.

Here’s the thing. That guy was fucking smart, I’m not. I barely finished middle school, and HE ALREADY GOT KIDS AND A WIFE…

I’m not even close to that and I can’t even study for a driving lesson. I’m not going to reach any of that, I can’t even live alone dude. I got nothing to offer since I’m nothing special and I don’t have the talent or desire.

That’s not a reality here plus I’m poor.

Alcohol, food and isolate from everyone. Plus never trusting anyone.

I’m sorry but that’s not possible.

I will never love myself.

No I’m not a good person.