Honestly the dosage for achieving a lot of reduction in horniness is quite pronounced even on 50-100mg doses, which is the same dose they use for backne and other stuff. Doses under 25mg don’t really work for acne, but people honestly take this stuff voluntarily for other things, but there is a mention of side effects usually making it less suitable for men, but that’s like your age kids who got it for backne and weren’t told they’ll only want to fuck like a fifth of what they did before and they were clubbing or having girlfriends and it became an issue.

You want to have like 80% less urges so no matter what they are you’ll be able to control them.

This is the effective ingredient in androcur

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cyproterone_acetate

Read that, Google people using it for acne and whatnot and see their stories. It’ll reassure you. Because you won’t find a lot of sympathetic conversation about using it for sex offenders, I fear. But you can see the do age used for SO from that image. And you can google androcur experiences or something to get an idea. And people will tell you their dose usually on those forums for backne or whatever reason they’re use it.

Honestly I’m the furthest thing from a pill-shill, but I feel like you’re giving the same sort of resistance your lawyers and doctors will have picked up.

If you can honestly reassure yourself it’s not that big of a thing — and it isn’t, it’s not complete loss of your sexuality, it’s just reigning it in, for now, (you’ll have all the time to fuck later in life when you’ve got your shit settled) — well then the doctors and the lawyers and the judges will see that in your face.

I think you think you’re gonna lose something. Something that makes you you. I’ve been on quite a lot of meds and I haven’t to managed to get rid of me. I’ve grown though. And you will too.

You might need the pills to lower the urges now, but if you were in therapy as well and would be evaluated, you might not in a couple of years. Because you still have the sort of very virile sex drive but you’re also just a year or a couple out of puberty. So it’ll settle down in the next few years. It won’t go away, but it’s less dumb horniness.