I got beaten three times in three years cos I’m different and get picked on. The guards are in the take and let me get badly injured before they intervention.

I know. Prison is bad but being turned into something I’m not by medicine is very worrying

I get that so thanks

I’m out of prison a short time as I’m in hospital from a severe beating

I’ve communicated with other pedophile guys who went on androcur who say the first two weeks they were put on 300mg a day then reduced to 200mg per day. They say it wax a nightmare with hot sweats at night and feeling sick and very tired. One guy who stayed on it for 2 years says it changed his body to round and large hips and boobs. My problem is I still have at least another 6 years in the gen pop. I’m screwed either way

I would take it more to get out of prison early to honest. I don’t really want to change cos I don’t know what change would look like

Yes I get that. Then when I do get out I will probably be on parole for years and having to keep on the drugs or back to jail. I will see but I appreciate the advice

I know that. I am also on strong antipsychotic depot injections of haloperidol. My head is screwed up I’m not making excuses. My autism efects my thinking I needed help when I was 18 and I maybe would not be a convict now.

Thanks that’s all good advice. I think Andracur is a lot worse than you think the dose will be high for sure. Definitely hope I don’t go back in gen pop again but in my state they don’t like pedophile convicts and the guard ard on tge take

Ok. I’m really not thinking to strait tge moment. I had to have a feeding tube up my nose for 4 weeks cos my jaw was smashed. Problem is I don’t think I will avoid going back to prison even if I do start on the meds. My sentence is 9 years and I’ve only done 3. There is no deal on the table I think that they will want me on it for at least another 2 years before release is considered

Yes I know that. My life is screwed really though. If I go back to prison I will probably get beaten up again but if I take the drugs it will seriously change me I will get fat and grow breaststroke more than likely and more serious stuff. Thinking that at 21 I won’t be able to jack off Is very daunting

Ok really appreciate your input

Your right I can refuse but I got beaten up in prison 8 weeks ago and am in hospital recovering. When I’m well enough I am going to a rehabilitation centre for a few weeks and then back to prison. My legal team say if while in rehabilitation I have the chemical castration it would go for me maybe not going back to prison

It is not rules its chemical castration

I was very delusional at tge time with phchosis and stuff. Being autism I don’t see boundaries

I get it but I don’t want to I’m only 21