Self-sabotage. Procrastination. Rotting in bed.

The way the world is going right now? …survival.

Lifting weights, shooting, weighing less.

Making burritos. I’ve taken to adding in a bit of salsa and sour cream, and then finishing it in the oven with a layer of cheese on top and drizzling some hot sauce afterwards. I’m currently figuring out side dishes to go alongside them, and then i’ll move onto the next dish that catches my attention.

Legal writing & holding local public officials accountable fo bad actions.

Purescript, Haskell, Functional Reactive Programming, Nix, KiCAD, and beating off.

Exobiology in Elite: Dangerous. Just started last night and is already making some progress.

Making it to the end of the year will be a feat in itself

Running, hopefully.

Deno2 and typescript. For no particular reason the release of Deno2 has prompted me to build a web app in my spare time. I mostly a sysadmin, I haven’t written anything but APIs and utility scripts for at least 5 years.

I switched to arch on my main PC, so probably better at managing Linux. Ramping up my road biking workouts, so I’ll probably be faster (I normally do a 500mi riding event from Christmas eve to new years and hoping to crush that this year).

Swimming, I used to swim in high school but I’ve been out of practice for a couple decades, I got back in the pool a couple of weeks ago and struggled to swim 500 yards which is something I used to do in 6 minutes so I’ve been going a few times a week and pushed myself to 600 yards the last few sessions, anyway I want to try for 1000 yards by the end of the year.

Using a guillotine

Crying

Hopefully my hobbies and mental health. Hopefully…

I kinda hate doing my hobbies as they were “talented” ones and just about everyone in my life was toxic competitive about it. I was seen as “good” and everyone competed with me. But then they see I’m not good and still hate me for being “better” despite being not good. So improving and unfortunately actually becoming good is just triggering now.