M. 34. Unfortunately I will never get companionship, never being with a woman, so that means no kids, until recently i was doing a miserable job, now I’m unemployed. I don’t have friends and still living with my family since I can’t survive alone, we’re low class…
Seriously, what’s the point? Please don’t tell me to just live and go out there and explore the world, to leave everything behind, that’s not possible. I always despised “exploring” that’s why I stay in my room most of the time, even when I had a job. But I know how some of you will respond…
I guess there’s no point. Someone had to lose this fucking game.
Is not an attitude is a reality. Nobody of my family went beyond middle school as well. Nobody drives either.
Who cares what your family did or didn’t do? This is about you. Your situation has clearly made you miserable, which means it’s on you to do something about it.
Your first step is to get that GED. If you find you’re unable to study, then see about a medical diagnosis, you may have a fully treatable learning disability.
You’re able to read and write coherently which rules out dyslexia, but it could be something else.
Wouldn’t it be worth exploring? What if the one thing holding you back was a stupid biochemical quirk that can be fixed by taking a pill twice a day?
In my case, my liver doesn’t process alcohol correctly, if I drink 1 beer, I’ll projectile vomit for 3 days. :( Bodies do weird shit sometimes.
(Yeah, no pill for me, I just don’t drink.)
I won’t get any studies, I’m dumb and can’t retain info, always sucked at math and others, and it’s a waste of money.
So, again, medical diagnosis. Learning disability.
You’re on the Internet and on Lemmy, that proves you are capable of learning new things.