Like she said “just come with us and the “喜氣” is gonna get rid of your depression”
Holy shit wtf?
Last time I went 2 hours to some stupid holiday family gathering dinner thing, it was MISERABLE, and my aunt’s kids be drooling over the fucking food and it was nasty as fuck, I think I got food poisoning last time.
Like I don’t even know this random cousin lol, we don’t even live in the same city, why the fuck did they even invite us to be a guest in their stupid wedding ceromony, like, I ain’t your friend lol. I don’t wanna go and have a panic attack wtf.
Fine, you believe your shit, I’m Jesus’s second son then, and I’m gonna lead people to create God’s kingdom (/obvious sarcasm)
What the fuck. Is there mass hysteria right now? How do these people exist? Wtf.
Honestly, this probably explains people supporting conservatism.
Like do I go to this stupid thing so I can prove my mother wrong? I’m gonns get more anxiety after this stupid event.
Like I don’t even like the cuisine, last time I went to a cousin’s “Sweet 16” when I was a kid, I HATED IT, the food SUCKED.
I don’t know how your “soul clensing” spiritualism is even supposed to work when the reality is, I will have a panic attack.
Sorry for the rant, I’m just so… bewildered at this stupid belief of “soul clensing” what the fuck?!?
No, she grew up and went to school in mainland China, and its rural, so it doesn’t get much funding. Internet weren’t a thing until around 2010s when we came to the US (internet probably exist for rich families, but we weren’t rich and our area didn’t have any internet back then), so yea, there wasn’t the possibility of learning science stuff online either, never had access to the “old” internet, but her first interaction with the new-era internet was literally around like 2015 with WECHAT, her entire internet life was WeChat, so much weird conspiracy theories and accounts promoting “TCM” or some herbal remedies stuff, or something about “western medicine bad”. My head hurts so fucking much ever since I stopped having access to antidepressants and these weird 氣 stuff and “evil spirits” is so fucking infuriating when I have literal depression. My energy is gonna be so fucking drained after this stupid event and I’m gonna have to take a few days to recover to have the energy to look for psychatrists.
Really wanna kms, I actually might just jump off the Brooklyn Bridge or something.
Dude let’s not go there. You seem like a bright kid and all . I had feelings like that when I was younger. The hardest thing to do is to keep fighting everyday. And yeah, make finding a good shrink a priority.