Family, several people on the internet who justify the years of abuse I suffered, past abusers and bullies, and honestly everyone in the world because they all justify my abuse and believe I deserved it. Everyone sympathizes with my abusers and also gaslight me into believing they’re on my side. Okay, I deserved it. I also don’t deserve to be alive as everyone wants me dead but then they gaslight me into believing my life matters and I’m not a burdensome waste of organs, flesh, blood, and resources.
Why do you feel resentment, towards whom?
Family, several people on the internet who justify the years of abuse I suffered, past abusers and bullies, and honestly everyone in the world because they all justify my abuse and believe I deserved it. Everyone sympathizes with my abusers and also gaslight me into believing they’re on my side. Okay, I deserved it. I also don’t deserve to be alive as everyone wants me dead but then they gaslight me into believing my life matters and I’m not a burdensome waste of organs, flesh, blood, and resources.
To what extent are you still involved with those you resent?