• Viskio_Neta_Kafo@lemm.ee
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    28 days ago

    For me at least I think has is something like:

    If I’m odd and they don’t know me I’m just an odd customer. But if I’m odd and a regular than I’m an odd person they are thinking about a lot and that makes me nervous like I might mess up.

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      28 days ago

      Exactly this with me too. If they know me I have to hold myself to different standards and more small talk and stuff like that.

      I have been trying to force myself to go to the same places but I usually fail. The only thing that works for me is going with someone else.