Whenever I did meth and started pissing dark red pee my eyes would become so bad at focusing I needed strong reading glasses to read my monitor.
I heard eyeballs are full of liquid and it made me wonder - are my eyes being canalised for water due to the meth induced dehydration?
P.S. I mention meth because there’s a big difference in severity between normal dehydration - which is bad - and meth-induced which is 10xTERRIBLE but less easily spotted.
It didn’t used to happen when I first did meth. But it happens after ~3 days of smoking meth and no water. I just forget to drink or eat for 3+ days and have one long piss after no pissing for 3 days either. So it could be bladder injury or just fucked kidneys? I dunno. I don’t really care tbh. It could also just be VERY dark yellow to the point of being reddish-brown? Cos of the sheer quantity it can make the colour even darker.
I’ve filled 1.5x 1L bottles before with piss. That’s 1500ml which is higher than the male limit of 800ml. So maybe my bladder is stretched to bleeding point?
There was a kinda catharsis knowing I was destroying my body. I’ve failed at suicide for 20yrs so fucking myself completely in other ways is a kind of sick-comfort.
I don’t do meth anymore, though I miss the damage it caused.
Just drink more water, Jesus. You honestly sound like u bragging. Make yourself drink a shot glass of water before each subsequent smoke
Or, even better, make the first drink good fish oil with almond milk shot or any kind of milk to give you something good for your brain in-before the water shots
Yes I’m bragging about fucking my body you well-oiled grape.
Smart, ok