Same and nope I do not feel like an adult

When will I die? Will help priotize the time I have left. Not knowing almost let’s me procrastinate on some things even though I don’t want to. Like saving for retirement if i ont get to live to that and use it I would spend more money on occasions with family and friends.

Is there a good eli5 on this. There is a lot here to understand and unpack and i need to be better educated. I think in the end it’s a holy war but don’t want to make improper assumptions.